HELLO!
Haha I'm feeling happy now. Probably cuz I just bathed so I feel awake enough haha. Anyway, i got 'selected' by the school for the MOE Pre-U Scholarship, which is a good thing haha and I really really really really wanna get it. But nothing's confirmed yet.
So, we went bowling that day, which was fun but my scores were lousy. >< haha but they had air hockey there and it was funny. Kristal was cool that day haha she owned all. In our lane at least. And her air hockey was imba too! I was going to walk home but then it was so very cold. So I told myself if the bus came when I reached the stop opposite St. Hilda's I'll board. And just nice, it reached when I came so I took the bus and escaped the cold for 2 stops to me house. :D
And then there was band! :D :D heart band heart band :D :D see the smileys? :D :D okay, haha band orientation was fun! we played duo3 mao1 mao1 band version haha. It was funny. Their clues were funny too! and the croissants the teachers madefor us were yummy! So touching haha that they'll make for us. :D :D and then there's jericho and persis and rhapsody and v3 and jaychou medley muahahahaha. Jericho is really fun! But it's painful cuz we have to sightread it and my sightreading is plain rubbish. And the best thing is, there'sthese 4 bars where we're supposed to scream but I didn't, partly cuz I dunno how to scream on cue and partly cuz I was laughing too hard. And persis is ..whoosh! Haha all the running notes are crazy but it's really exhilarating haha. Just run and run and run and run some more! And rhapsody is niiiiiiice. and v3 is cute. But the semis are killer. I cant get them yet >.< And HAHAHAHA jaychou medley. :D :D it's fun. and nice. But I killed it. Im very sad about that k? I might just go kap the scores and play at home so I dont screw up the next time xD
And after band went to eat with kristal. It was fun. and funny. some stuff I wont say here but it was amusing. And yes kris, I saw it, and i'll tell you if it happens. But i highly doubt :D
And yoga! Haha. It was weird. Like normal exercise, only there's a teacher to sing for you haha. But still, I'm out of shape. The stomach exercise killed my stomach xD My mummy probably did better than me xD I need to practice! xD
And my fingers still stink of garlic. Cuz I cooked today! But today's was a little fail. Haha cuz i woke up at 12 (xD) then my bro told me he was going to the gym (o.0) at 2 so he supposedly needs to leave at 1.30 (I made him late cuz I couldn't cook fast enough). Anyway, so after swallowing my brunch, i got to work. I took forever to cut the carrots cuz I was supposed to cut them into THIN STRIPS. I stupidly chopped the entire carrot into 3 parts first before I remembered my mama cut the carrot into slices diagonally before cutting them into THIN STRIPS. So i struggled slicing them into thin little things until my neck ached.
And after that, stuff were fine, and I must say the egg I fried was not too bad(xD), but then cuz my mum told me, to quote her, gan3 gan3 xia1 you2, so I poured a lot of oil this time and the beehoon turned out quite oily haha although my mum says it might have been water. I dunno. And yes, before that, the reason my hand smells of garlic was cuz I had to 'finely chop' them. So i had to touch the garlic. And so my hand stinks. Even though I washed my hands a lot. Add the fact I just bathed. No wonder vampires hate garlic.
Haha and i discovered i like carrots! xD
I am such a retard
You wouldn't believe all the retarded things today.
1. I WROTE THE ANSWERS FOR THE WRONG QUESTION NUMBER FOR CHINESE O LEVELS. That was probably the best. It was so embarrassingly, I tell you, asking the person what to do. They must be secretly laughing at my stupidity behind my back. (!!) I felt like smacking myself onto the nearest wall then. Whoopeedeedoo.
2. After watching My Sister's Keeper (Which was great, by the way. It made me cry!), and while we were walking out, I heard someone commenting on the air con, thought it was my mum, and answered. But judging by the looks on my brother's and mum's face after the words left my mouth I realised I just interrupted the conversation of a total stranger. Toot. I wished a hole would just open in the ground and swallow me up there and then.
3. While choosing my subject combination, I failed to notice that there was a scroll bar, and went around asking people why the subject combinations only had 3H2 + 1H1. It was by chance after a (long) while that I figured (during a MSN conversation with Jane and Nicholas) I could actually scroll down to see the 4H2 combinations. Somebody should erect a statue to commemorate my stupidity.
It's not the end
昨天有些伤感。原因有两个：
第一，孙校长要离开了。昨天是他的欢送会，虽然为他高兴，但好舍不得。以后德明又会有什么改变？我这么想也许有些自私，但真的好希望孙校长能留下来。。。
第二：交响乐出了些问题。在这里就不多说，但心里就像被插了一把刀。：（ I suppose it was expected that people will leave, but I never thought...Looking back, even though band practices were not easy, all the performances and more importantly, the bonds forged between members were a wonderful gift in exchange. I'm going to stay, simply because I love band, and I know things are probably not going to be easy, but I will hang in there, and not only that, I will enjoy every single moment of it. I will fight hard to get back what we lost.
不知不觉地，第四个学期就这样到了一个段落，中四生的生涯也已接近了尾声。一年转眼间就这样过去了，现在回头看一看，的确与往年不同，今年的我，的确变了不少。也许就如佳铮说的，我长大了那么一点点。行为、举止、想法、观念等或多或少都有了一些改变。
年头，懵懵懂懂、糊里糊涂，不知怎么地突然成了我班的主席。一开始当然有些心不甘，情不愿，加上万分二的害怕。再怎么说，我一向不做这种事。一直以来都是别人在领导我，突然要我带领二十五个人是多么可怕又可笑的事。但我也没办法，只能硬着头皮撑过去。
坦白说，我也知道自己不适合领导他人。胆子小，脸皮薄，又婆妈，简直一团糟。这一年来要是没有学勋，我大概早就完蛋了。我欠他的实在太多，对他也感到很愧疚，但也很感谢他帮我这么多，让我学到这么多东西，在沮丧失落的时候，安慰我，逗我笑。
4M has given me a lot too. To others, we may appear secluded and exclusive, and while it is true that we are not as outgoing and enthusiastic as other classes most of the time, 4M is still darling to me. We may not go around expressing our love for each other, we may not cry during campfires and on the last day of school, but I'd like to think that there is love within our class.
That time during post-exam activity, hearing them cheer so loud for the first time, it was a pleasant surprise to me, to see them really trying their best at the games and getting into it. And then during the campfire, when JJ told me that our end of the semicircle was very quiet and asked me to do something, I was worried. I had hoped that you all would enjoy yourself that day, after all, that was what I had been working for. And during the sing-along, running back to class, hearing the class sing, singing with the class, I was really touched. To be honest, halfway through I felt like crying and laughing at the same time, but I kept it back.
There were times when I felt like throttling every single one of you, times when I felt like throttling myself, times when you guys probably felt like throttling me, yet there were also times when, because of you guys, I laughed so hard I teared, times when, because of you guys, the going got easier, times when I wanted nothing more than to hug every single one of you. I probably haven't been the best chairperson that a class may get, and things probably might have been better had somebody else with better leadership skills taken over, but I have given my best shot, and even though I really am apologetic for not bringing the class to winning the class league, I hope that I have in some way or another, helped the class and perhaps, in 1 out of the past approximately 200 days, brought a smile to your face.
Ok, I'm much better now haha. I was inspired by my sister and decided that I'll blog with pictures, some from a long time ago! Haha. 10 of them. Which to start with?
1. Hungry?
Even though the filling looks like some kind of meat paste, it's apple pie. Nice? :D I baked it one day after the exams ended when I was home alone haha. It was really fun. Only that I took forever to do the pie casing properly, and the filling was bitter haha. Two possible reasons: a. I added too much lemon. b. I didn't add enough sugar, which is highly possible, because I worried halfway and went to double check with the recipe and then I forgot if I continued adding sugar after that. But it was really really fun! I shall try again another day :D
2. Random picture
Ok, this is really a random picture. What else can you do when you're at Kallang River (I think) waiting for your brother? We waited for an hour plus, outside the car, with only a handphone. Haha. But I think the picture is quite pretty. There's that ray thingy. Anyway. I did take pictures with my sister, but there's no way I'm putting that up :P
3., 4. Band
These were taking on the day of the concert. I miss clarinets so much! :D
5., 6., 7.PEA
The picture on top is my darling class, picture was taken at the area near my station. :D I love my class! It's too bad the BSP people weren't here. But other than that, my arms! The tan line is so obvious (sob sob). Even in the picture. I was mortified when I first realised. I need to un-tan soon. Haha.
The second one is the PEA comm. The people executing PEA anyway. I have to admit, I started out unwilling and grumbly rumbly, but I really enjoyed all the time with PEA, and PEA people owns :D All the nice people haha. I could write pages about PEA (actually I did do a rant, but still.), but let's keep it short here.Haha. Bankai!
And the last one. All the shirts we used in the icebreaker game. It was fun soaking them up haha I probably soaked up half the water myself. But that's not the point. The point is that the colours are so pretty! :D
8.Strike!
Look! It's a strike! Haha it was a pleasant surprise :D But after that, I didn't get another strike, and we didn't even get to finish one game. Which is sad. And I forgot all that they taught us. Heh, I know there's 5 steps. Does that help? xD
9.WHoosh
We went for a compeititon at what's-that-place. Nanyang Poly. Yes, and the sad thing is, we didn't win. :( But anyway, it was pretty good considering how it didn't fly and then we managed to make it fly in like 5 minutes before the testing. Haha. Luck. Too bad it didn't extend to hitting the bullseye.
10.Cheers!
Cute, right? I forgot what this dessert is called. It's some rice thing. Haha, but it's so cute how the auntie made it a smiley face. Life's not easy. But there's always a reason to smile! :D
I was in a good mood. But something happened.
I hate it when people take things out on me.
I hate being stuck in the middle.
Crap it. Give me a few moments to chill out. I'll be back in a better mood. Hopefully.
results part 2 :
maths 1 was 87
maths 2 91
bio 81 i think
haha it's ok lah, but i think my sciences could have been better although maths were a nice surprise :D but now the prob is i dunno what subj combi to take, and whether i should join a 2nd cca. so many things to choose from, so many decisions to make.
anyway, i'm feeling woozy right now. i think the meds' messing with my head, after a certain time of the day i keep feeling like crying for no particular reason at all. and i feel disorientated. plus the fact that my hand coordination is a bit off cuz it keeps shaking. fralala.
results
ongzo got back her results today. So her life story for the past one week will have to wait.
Physics was bad bad bad. so now ongzo is sad sad sad. and talking funny.
LA was ok AND HAHA i got back one more mark for summary i THINK.
HCL was surprisingly ok too. i got back my scripts and was like o.0 o.0 o.0.
(don't ask what's with all the repeating 3 times. i have no idea either)
Chem was ok too! i got an A+ but by the time u add in the previous terms it's gone (with the wind~)
(like my voice..!)
Hist was ok too. But i missed A by 2 marks. Freak it. So i'm still stuck with a B anyway. :(
i've got such a nice croaky tone. Should go join the frogs. I need my pencil and my notebook with me now to reduce unnecessary talking :D
